Cydia disappeared

I fixed it, took me 3 hours :P I 1st tried to just restore my 4s in itunes with 6.1.3 wich is what my phone is, said it couldn't restore, so i was lucke to have insalled shh before i lost the cydia icon. so i found a wscp on a wscp.net site, searched that forum about 2 months ago and got one that works on my mac, got into my phone and saw that i had a cydia folder but not where it should be and very small. did more searching and found a cydia_1.1.8_iphoneos-arm.deb, saved that, found that on my phone where its supposed to be is private/Var/root/media/Cydia/AutoInstall case sensitive, so in private/var/root that was it, so made a media folder, then in there made a Cydia folder, then in there made a AutoInstall folder, and dragged over the cydia_1.1.8_iphoneos-arm.deb file, heres the fun part that plAGUED me for 2 hours, i would exit winscp, restart my phone, and bam the cydia icon is back along with the winterboard icon, you tap thecydia icon, it just flashes for a sec, nothing happens, so i go back in on winscp, all the folders i made are still there but no cydia_1.1.8_iphoneos-arm.deb file, so i do it again, same thing over and over, so the last install it again, in stead of exiting winscp, i shut my phone off, then when phone is off, i exit winscp, turn phone on and click on cydia and it boots up and goes through installing just like it does after jailbreak. all good now, i just have to stay away from anything in cydia thats not up to 4s standards i guess unless theres somthing im not updating.